Wow. Been reading your blog. I don’t know where to begin. Sorry not dropping comment sooner, been in a selfish bubble. Apologies. Hard stuff. Relationships/ED/movement is what I’m hearing. Ed wants you alone so you can spend uninterrupted time with it. You are on best behaviour with new boyfriend so restricting. You neither should be on best behaviour or restricting. You are who you are and that’s beautiful.
Let him in. Let yourself be loved. Be YOU. Because warts and all, as I see it, you are beautiful, human and what we perceive as our weakness are often why we’ve survived as long as we have. Everyone has there own shit to deal with. We are not bad, mad or dangerous to know (expression I picked up from Keith Richards’ auto biography, the man is a legend lol).
Thank you for your ever honesty in your blog. I cannot tell you how much it makes me feel connected.
God bless (hope that wasn’t annoying)
Thank you so much for commenting. I am uplifted by what you have to say. I am being honest with him a little bit at a time. He cannot know that falling in love can cause so much anxiety. He cannot know that restricting is a reaction to the feelings I have for him that I don’t know what to do with. How am I supposed to explain that?!
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