This was my Friday night.
I know those Fridays, and other days. I am sorry you had to do that. ((virtual hugs))
Sorry that you know them too. Thanks for the virtual hugs xo
I don’t know if that’s better or worse than the Friday night I had.
Oh lovely, tell me about your Friday night?!
It was pretty much binging and purging all night, followed be a strong desire to cut up and down my arms (which thankfully I didn’t do, probably because the trazodone kicked in).
Is that an anti-anxiety? Or pain killer? Excuse my ignorance. I am glad you didn’t cut.
I didn’t plan to binge but I ended up eating far too much and I was determined to purge, but ended up talking to a friend on the phone for 4 hours instead. I know it is better not to purge, but I felt hideous today. I ate 3 bowls of cheesy pasta and today I look like a whale. I wish I had purged.
It’s an anti-depressant, but it was prescribed for insomnia. I’ve only taken it twice, last night and just now, so I don’t know how effective it’ll be in the long run.
I’ve done that. Binged with the intention of purging, then something comes up and no purge and then self-loathing. I hate that.
But I’m not sure if I hate it more than when I get into a binge/purge cycle. By the time I finish that, I still hate myself, but I’m sick, have a raw throat, am dizzy, weak, etc.
Yes, the one upside to not purging is that you can stay out of the B/P cycle and I am so full and disgusted with myself that I don’t get the urge to binge again for ages. Every time I purge however, I am so hungry that I end up bingeing again right away.
How is your insomnia? Any improvement?
It’s pretty bad. I got one and a half hour of sleep the other night, then still could only sleep four the next night. It’s like my body forgot how to sleep. I slept pretty well last night with the trazodone, so I’m hoping it will be helpful.
I hope you find some relief. I cannot function without sleep so I feel very sorry for you in this situation.
I get really (REALLY) irrational when I consistently don’t get enough sleep. It’s not a good place to be, especially when I’m trying to recover.
Yes you will need your rest to be in a good state of mind to recover. I hope the drugs work for now.
Thinking we all had the same Friday night….ughhh
Sounds like it…here’s to better days xx
Yes, I think so…at least not everyday is like that….now that would be helll
yes, we need to move more and more away from that.
Why does it always sound so easy?!
This conversation makes me so sad. How long have u suffered from this?
Oh. I can’t find any words 😦
It is getting better…slowly.
That’s nice! I hope you will feel better and better!
Thank you 🙂
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