I’m having such a hard time with this. I know that I should be working at at recovery and jumping wholeheartedly into treatment, but I find myself unable. I dread it. I dread the feelings I experience when I’m at treatment. I dread opening up. I dread being honest with others and myself. I dread all of it.
I found working through my issues more painful than my eating disorder, to be entirely honest. There is a reason we have numbed those feelings with food or the lack of it. There is a reason why we are the way we are.
If I can offer any encouragement, please persevere. Eventually there will be hope and peace and light.
I wish this for you everyday xo
I wish the same for you.
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