I rewarded myself for going back to recovery with a binge. This is known as ED logic.
Yeah, I am there now too. ((hugs))
Hugs back at you. I hope you stay in recovery. Even the worst day in recovery has to be better than any day in ED. It doesn’t feel like it but I am forcing myself to believe it.
I remember when I had my first recovery anniversary I went out to eat…bad idea. I ate too much, got sick and Melvin (my ED) just blew it all up in my face. I was thinking, “let’s celebrate this milestone with food!” yeah…wrong. O how ED logic makes no sense at all but yet we can’t help but believe it though we know better!
ED logic….should be a topic for my next post. Could have me put away for being insane! I hope you are still sticking with recovery and being well. Give Melvin a kick in the ass from me and tell him good riddance. Celebrate anyway, anywhere. You are worth it!
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