I am tired of clogged up plumbing from purging. I don’t stop purging…..I just keep plunging. It is disgusting. Two pizzas, a litre of ice cream and a box of laxatives after I finish puking. What a day.

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21 thoughts on “Plunging

  1. worschula says:

    must be exhausting 😦

  2. I still have purge from Wednesday in a container on my window sill, it’s disgusting.

  3. I can relate. I live in an apartment complex and I can’t tell you how many times I have backed up the plumbing in the building I live in. My toilet has even been replaced. I am so ashamed anytime I see the maintenance guy walking around because I know that he knows why everything is so messed up!

  4. Sending you love and hugs and good, happy energy.

  5. K says:

    I’m sorry you had a bad day 😦 But in a sick way, I am jealous of you and your ability to purge so “well”. If I purge more than 2-3 days in a row my gag reflex becomes nonexistent and I just can’t get rid of anything. And I just end up feeling bloated and horrible.

    My worst purge story? Years ago I did it in the kitchen sink and it got totally clogged but I was too exhausted and busy to clean it up so I left it there overnight. This, of course, ends up being the one night that my boyfriend at the time uses the key I gave him to come to my place at 3 in the morning when I was sleeping after he had a terrible family argument. I panicked and kicked him out. And we broke up. I couldn’t bear explaining to him why he couldn’t stay and why the whole apartment smelled like vomit.

    Sending you lots of love,

    • K,
      Thanks for sharing. I have some disgusting purge stories too. It is nice to find someone who can understand what it is like to be that messed up that we would do that.

      I find if I purge too often, I also lose my gag reflex after a bit. I can usually manage a few days in a row and then have to give it a break. I also get really sore throats and throat infections from purging. I have to find the fine line so that I do it enough but not too much. I used to be able to purge ten times a day every day. Those days are definitely gone.

      Thanks for the love, love!

      • K says:

        Hello darling! Haven’t heard from you in a while so just wanted to see if you’re ok!

        Hope all is well 🙂

      • Hi K!

        Sorry for my lack of comms……I had a rough week last week. Lots of bingeing and purging and then I got a virus so I was out for the count.

        On a brighter note, I went to visit the new man I am seeing and we went camping and river rafting on the weekend. So far, so good. The new relationship is giving me something to think about other than ED, although I always want to be thinner for a man. He already saw me in my bikini, cellulite and all. Gross.

        How have you been? Any new developments? I am going to respond to some of your other comments too so we can catch up!

        Hope you’re well. Love,

      • K says:

        Hello Love!

        Sorry I’ve been incommunicado as well! I was out of town for the past 4 days visiting my best friend for her birthday. I’m sorry to hear you had a bad week. It’s so strange that it just sneaks up on you, no matter how strong your resolve is. Last week wasn’t great for me either. Two pizzas, cheesy bites and cinnamon sticks from Domino’s in one sitting… and towards the end it didn’t even taste good. I just needed something to numb the pain.

        I’m so happy to hear that you had a great trip with your new guy! That’s so romantic! And congrats on being so brave with the bikini 🙂 Bikinis scare me more than getting naked in bed. It’s broad daylight and you’re just standing there in the open… eek!! I went to the beach this weekend and was all set on taking hot bikini pictures and posting them on Facebook to show my resident what he’s missing but that backfired… I was so depressed seeing myself in a bikini 😦

        How is the new guy like? Tell me all!!! 🙂


  6. I can relate
    I also have anorexia/bulimia and I have blocked and broken a few toilets myself
    There is nothing more humiliating
    I have come to a point where I am sick of being sick and am trying to fight

    Never lose hope, as long as there is life there is hope

    Ruby x

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