- calorie restriction during the day (rice crackers, green tea, veggies and a bit of hummus)
- hot yoga at night
- binge/purge episodes a few times a week (some laxative abuse thrown in for good measure in case I don’t manage to puke up everything)
How I don’t look like a skeleton is beyond me.
One of my coworkers said today, “how do you stay so nice and slim.”
That sent me into a rage. Not “thin” or “skinny”…..”slim” is just another synonym for “normal” which is another synonym for “fat”. I don’t want to be slim. I shouldn’t be slim when I put this much time and effort into ED. I should look like a walking sack of skin on bone. I don’t and that is the great ED mind f**k as far as I am concerned.*
Anyone have an ideas on getting passed this plateau or has anyone had similar experiences?
*Thanks to Greta for coining the phrase!
**I have hypothyroid which contributes to my inability to lose weight
***I have been off the pill for 3.5 months since my break up and just had my period so maybe my hormones are haywire?